So I made a new blog because I found that my other one restricted me from posting more "emo" stuff... xP.
Sorry if I offend anyone D; I don't mean to... it's just my feelings get the best of me sometimes... or all the time lol.
Anyway...
So on my last post... I got comments from you with stuff NOT relating to my post at all. >.> I find that everytime you comment on my posts, it's about something stupid and not relating to it. Seriously can't you find something else to do if you're bored... rather than bashing at my posts or making fun of them? I really cannot tolerate you anymore >.>" it's been almost 2 years of me seeing the true you and me writing angry blogposts about you on my main blog (without mentioning your name of course). Hell, sure you helped me out 3 years ago but ever since you met her, you've become a totally different person.
I think you're an asshole because you left your real life girlfriend for someone you met online -.-" Sure you said it was because your real life gf did something to disappoint you, but I really think it was because you were trying to find an excuse to be with the online girl so you broke up the second she complained about you. Haven't you caused both of them enough pain? You CHEATED on your real life girl... and I remember you saying that it wasn't cheating because you never/can't kiss/etc the online girl. But WTF you had 2 girls and you didn't think it was bad?! >.>""""""
And another thing, I posted a heartfelt comment on your post about wanting to see your online gf in rl and how you would pay for her and everything, and how did you reply to it? By totally IGNORING MY COMMENT and replying hers (which was posted right after mine).
You've become a person I don't even know anymore >.> and I REALLY REALLY DISLIKE YOU. I can't hate anyone. Though there are 2 people right now that I super dislike AND YOU ARE ONE OF THEM. Congratulations. You're a selfish, mean, ignorant person that does not deserve friends, let alone her. She deserves way better than you, she does not need you, she's better off without you.
Sure what I'm saying is extremely mean and heartless (hence, my blog title) but I really can't take it anymore. You don't even talk to me anymore, and everytime you do, it's ALWAYSSSS about her. And if it's not about her you always find some way to include her into our conversations. I wonder how you'll be like if she left you. Actually, I hope she does. You live in Europe, she lives in USA. The chances of working out? Lowest of all lows. And I don't want it to.
I know you probably won't read this, but if you find it for whatever reason, I don't give a damn anymore. Consider a goodbye from me, you're no longer someone I trust or regard as a friend. I've seen you hurt my friends because you were showing off for her. I still remember that time my friend was talking to her pet monkey on MS and giving it commands and you told her to "tell the monkey to stfu then". That made me SO EXTREMELY ANGRY and it hurt her too.
Though I won't show it, I'll probably still treat you like nothing happened. That's what I always do & it's something I have to change. Ugh I dislike you to the max.
/end rant for today.
