BULLSHIT.

i was so looking forward to seeing you today. like i always am.

but no, you give me the cold shoulder and don't even seem like you want to see me.  you're always like that now, getting emo for no freaking reason and not answering me when i ask you what's wrong.


and whenever i tell you to choose something, you always say you don't know.  and when i choose it for you, you complain about it. wtf. >.>

seriously what you told me before the start of the school year, that you would spend more time with me, and try to make me happier and less lonely... i just feel like you were just sugar coating it for me on my birthday.

in other words, you told me a lie to make me happier.

i'm not happier. hell, i think i was happier last year.

like, i understand you're in engineering, and you're busy.  but you still have time to do other things with david? what about me?

i hate how you get emo at random times (or all the time) and it PISSES. ME. OFF. SO. MUCH.

thanks for telling me you'll be there for me.
when in reality, you aren't.